Any idea how you would become in the future? All of a sudden, i fear death, i fear old. I dont wish so, but i know i cant defy it. Unless, i die right now. It's been couple of weeks since i last visited my granny staying in the nursing home. & i know, 8 out of 10 elderly will die there. Yes, they did. Just few weeks and most are gone like that. This fear brought me tears, for days, and no one knows.
Ive so much to do, so much to say, so much to see, so much to breathe.Now, i dont wish to die young.
